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Something's still wrong.

Not as bad as yesterday, but...

Still wrong.

Got in at 0420 this morning and couldn't for the life of me figure out why I was having so many issues backing into the parking spot.

I couldn't get backed in straight and couldn't figure out why.

Walking from the car to the building, there was noise coming from the woods.

It was an eerie mix of what I can only assume is quacking, but also... laughing?

Brain immediately decided there's goblins in the woods and I walked a teeny bit faster to the door.

More coworkers are showing up the past couple days way earlier than usual.

Changes to routine generally tend to freak me out, so maybe that explains some of it.

Entry/exit procedures also recently changed and are expected to remain that way for longer than I think should be the case.

Yesterday.

The ominous feelings eventually reached peak spookiness and I bolted out of here pretty damn early, pretty damn fast.

Shortly after I got home, the weather took a turn for the worse and then a tornado watch was in effect.

Coming in this morning, the weather had become bad enough that they closed the one way I use to get in to/out of work just shy of when I would've normally left.

Which means that, had I stayed, I would've been forced to take a different route.

Which... even just thinking about it?

No.

Nope.

Worries of descent into dementia have appeared again.

Was watching some documentaries yesterday after I'd gotten home and... I dunno. I couldn't remember what the guy had said only seconds before. Each statement ended up slipping from memory before it could be properly committed.

Had a nap which turned into a full-blown sleep.

Full of strange dreams.

Which is noteworthy because I typically don't have the kind of sleep that lends itself to dreams.

Couldn't figure out why my icemaker wasn't working despite realizing I was pushing the water button.

Mangled one of my badges to the point of unrecognizability. Not sure how or when that happened. It just... did.

Those last two things were parts of the dreams, by the way.

...I think.

Yes.